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An end of an era.

What a way to describe what has happened in my life lately.
So many things has changed, so many new things i have to get use to.

Fear of change.

I hate the process of fitting in.
I'm not good at it.
Obviously, maybe that's the reason why i fear/hate change.

Or maybe, I wouldn't call what i feel as fear, maybe, hate is what i feel.
Because, i know that it will happen eventually.

Nothing lasts forever anyways.

I just hate the fact that things have to change whether you want it or not.
And the constant illusion of the perfect picture of the past that comes with it.
When you hate the present so much, compels you to wish - you could just live happily in your past.

Frozen, and static.